Holy F*ck

God is not mad at you. Your desires are not wrong. Your questions are not dangerous. And you do not have to choose between loving God and creating a life you deeply, wildly want. For too long, women have been taught that wanting more makes them selfish, ambition makes them too much, money makes them less spiritual, and questioning what they were taught puts their relationship with God at risk. It is time to tell the truth. In Holy F*ck, #1 bestselling author of Rich as F*ck and The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills breakout star Amanda Frances tells the story she has never fully told: how a lower-middle-class girl sharing bathwater with her sister in Oklahoma went on to earn two Bible school degrees, join and leave a cult, build a $40 million empire from a Dell Mini while traveling the world, and create a life filled with extraordinary love, family, purpose, and possibility. But this is not simply a story about leaving religion, building wealth, becoming a mother, losing a son, falling in love, appearing on reality television, or creating a life that once seemed impossible. It is a story about God. The God Amanda found in money, business, motherhood, desire, grief, healing, failure, success, questions, miracles, and every unexpected turn along the way. The God who could not be confined to a church building, a doctrine, a rule book, or someone else's idea of who she was supposed to be. The God who was present through all of it. Amanda did not leave God when she left the version of religion that required her to abandon herself. She found God more deeply every time she had the courage to become more fully herself. At once intimate, irreverent, devastating, funny, and spiritually expansive, Holy F*ck is both a teaching memoir and an act of reclamation. Amanda dismantles the beliefs that have kept good women afraid of their desire, ambition, power, and questions-and offers a radically loving vision of faith rooted in truth rather than performance, relationship rather than rule-keeping, and love rather than fear. This is not a book that tells you what to believe. It is a book that gives you the courage to examine what you believe, release what was never true, and build a relationship with God that is honest enough to hold every part of you. Whether you are carrying religious trauma you have never named, questioning beliefs that no longer feel true, struggling to distinguish the voice of God from the voice of fear, feeling guilty for wanting more money, love, success, freedom, or joy, or simply ready to stop asking permission to become the woman you know you are here to be, this book is for you. You do not have to become smaller to be holy. You do not have to abandon your desires to be loved. You do not have to choose between God and the life you want. God has been with you, within you, and in all of it-the whole damn time. Holy F*ck will make you exhale, bring you alive, support you in releasing your shame and leave you looking at your own beautiful, improbable life with a quiet sense of awe while whispering- Holy f*ck.