The monster inside you

"Didn't it ever occur to you to ask that sad widow named (Laila Burhan): How did she become a widow after her marriage so quickly?! Where did the child she was carrying in her stomach go? There is no more time, respond to me, do not approach (Laila Burhan), do not cross a street that (Laila Burhan) crossed, do not search in your memory, do not draw in your imagination, and do not repeat in your mind a sentence bearing the name of my beloved (Laila Burhan)!